I dont know why i try .

i woke up real earrly this morning, thinking i'd be cool &make you guys breakfast&coffee . . but i don't know why i try to please youu , that is literally impossible to make you happy . . i dont know how. . (dont get me wrong, ilovekyo<3 more than anything. ) But how is it that im NOT the one w/ a kid Or Dropped out of high school . . &refuse to get a job. . im doing literally ALL of those things! >/ But Some how IM THE FXXKUP ? yeaa thats REAL nice. . You feel better about yourself now ?  ? i hope you do . . i dont know what your problem is, i really don't . . im still in school , i dont do drugs, i got a summer job, &i dont have a kid Or plan on having one . . But your still unhappy. . ? whats your deal ?? i don't know why your trying to play the father figure now, you were completely fine leaving me out for ohh what? 16 YEARS! wow ! now your trynna give a damn ? its too  late for that now. . well i only got two more years, and trust me i'll be out of your way . . .